BUTTERFLY EFFECT

While in Amsterdam the other days i have been playing with the idea of a tatoo... well, confessed. Much to the shock of my close family, friends etc... i decided to go along with it! A butterfly! where... mmm, not telling you (yet). But do relax, no butterfly rests anywhere on my body (not just YET) - i am still 'clean'... jerks, the Pink-hair lady put my hopes up and then said it's too much to do in a hurry, before my flight.
The fact that is now I HAVE to go go back to Ams'dam for rose beer, pot and that butterfly... etc - btw, if any of you want to come along, let's plan in advance! and also because i didn't 'french' a dutch - which was my hidden objective :))
Also, say this about this Butterfly - not just a thing, but rather a stage in my life. You know, it doesn't have to do with the crisis - not the financial one (although saying that i did overspent during this trip ...) - but with my personal crisis. I hope (god help) i have reached an end on this... Soulsearching crisis. or whatever getting-depressed-over-life-and-finding-your-way-back-again kindda thing...
not sure i found my way back - back to what? that'a another good one, not worth trying to answer really.. as they say A question can sometimes shed more light than lots of answers .
On My Butterfly Effect - yes, i did spread my wings - not sure if flying yet, but whatever happens surely feels great. Free - free falling? into? any chance to climb out before being in too deep...
might be too late for me!

anyway, will write more - they keep putting these meetings and lots of work in the way - donno what they think i am here for - to write on my blog, obviously.

so, bat your wings, eyelashes, whatever you've got - till next one.